men! nothing bad just ttc stuff


So this is our 2nd month of not 'trying' but not trying to prevent getting pregnant....he doesn't know I'm logging everything and doing opks haha. well today should be my peak and everything ties in plus im super horny....but he was too tired for sex last night. this morning I managed to convince him but then he pulled out and did it all over his hand then complained about having to wipe it up because I had made him have sex basically. I was like grrrr I wanted that inside me to make a baby but obviously couldn't say anything as I'm trying to make it look like we are not 'trying' yet. he's away tonight too so won't get me any tonight