Only being told to look cute from a young age. Started as a baby model and my family tried to condition me into only being smart enough to a useless trophy wife.

I grew up with other families, because mine was too busy trying to physically kill each other over superficial bull shit.

Being treated like a sexual object by my father growing up.

Getting molested by my cousin and my famous uncle for years and there's nothing I can do about it, because they have money and power.

I had to lie to child protection services multiple times.

Getting my virginity forcefully taken from me in 9th grade.

Having an psychopathic sister (almost in her 40s) that went to prison for attempted murder receive anything she wants because "She's hot" for now and will literally mutilate herself in fucked up ways, wasting thousands on medical bills because she wants to try to severe an artery in her leg. That began with someone mentioning a name of a person she doesn't like.

Being 7 months pregnant and my father constantly talks about my huge breast and how fat I am.

Now no one in my family wants me around, because I'm an extremely damaged person that believes there is good in the world. I refuse to play my family's games. I'm shunned, because I'd rather save my money than pretend to be better than others. I'm an adult now, but I still want a family at times. Money is the route of evil. Money can make people forget they're fucking human.

I'm so nice and loving as an adult I feel like I'm a fucking unicorn in the world. I have a loving husband that I don't know how to trust at times. He's so sweet to me, I break down. I want to feel more empowered, but I don't want to even be remotely close to being like them.

Ugh life.... it'll make sense one day