Frustrated

Lisa

I'm extremely frustrated and just need to vent. Yesterday I ate really well with minimal carbs so I thought I would treat myself to some dark chocolate for my evening snack. It was only about 12 gr of carbs so I didn't think it would be a big deal. this morning my FBS was 98! normally its under 90. the other day I had a packet of instant oatmeal for breakfast and my BS spiked to almost 140. I feel like I can't eat ANY sweets without my BS spiking beyond what my doctor wants. I'm so tired of not being able to eat the foods I really enjoy and watching other pregnant women enjoying donuts and candy and chinese food. deep down I'm worried that I actually have type 2 and this is how I'm going to have to live forever.