Discouraged

Monti • I am 29 w/PCOS. TriedTC 2nd child for 4yrs. 3 failed rounds of letrozole: 1 successful clomid round. Mother of 2 Now! 🤗 Yes we want more and the journey will continue Dec 2019.
TTC#2 for about a year. My husband and I so badly want a sibling for our lil lady. I try every month to test and but I give up cause I don't think I'm ovulating. My doctor has given me metformin but the side effects are to harsh for me. Yesterday I tested and got my okay to BD the ovulation test was positive and darker than ever. My husband and I didn't BD last night cause he was to tired and I don't know how to approach him when it's ovulation time cause I feel like it's just routine sex. And I'm putting him on the spot. This morning I tested and my ovulation test was negative. I missed my open window.  I'm soooo mad at myself. I'm just over this trying to conceive. It has become so exhausting on my mind.