alone

i feel like im alone been feeling like this for awhile. I have a husband and my goddaughter. noone understands the financial problems going on. noone understands i wanna be dead to cure all the problems. my only comfort is being at home. i hate working because of what i do but i love my seasonal job sitting at an office. i just wanna be happy and know i have someone to talk to. my husband and i barley talk about anything other than work and sex. i just can't keep botteling up.

i want the relationship to work but he needs to know im un happy with work and unhappy in life.