Terrible news and losing hope

Yesterday I visited Magee Women's hospital in Pittsburgh to see a fibroid specialist. They read the scans from my MRI and were in complete shock. When they showed me the MRI I immediately started crying. My uterus has upwards of 25-30 fibroid tumors of different sizes. I only found out I had fibroid tumors in August of this year. My husband and I have been TTC for 2 +years and now I finally know why. If they try to remove the tumors, I will not have a uterus left. I can try the Embolization as a temporary fix that will give my husband and I a chance to conceive, but the specialists are not hopeful. The procedure would be more for giving me relief from my hellish periods. My uterus is measuring at 16 weeks pregnant, but I'm only pregnant with tumors, and not the baby we've been praying for for years.