I’m currently pregnant with my rainbow baby and I am 16 weeks. However I find myself very discouraged. I’m afraid I’m going to experience loss with this baby also. I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks in March and I don’t think I’ve fully healed from that loss. I’m seeing stillbirth more and more lately and seeing stories of families loosing their babies at birth and I’m just feeling very afraid and discouraged and I’m actually finding myself trying not to connect with this baby and it’s sorta breaking my heart.