Help with shaving pubic hair??? ☹️

Beret

Okay so I’ve never been able to use a regular razor to shave my pubic hair bc I’m extremely nervous about cutting my labia plus my skin is extremely sensitive and it leaves razor burn.

I bought an electric razor but I’ve been having issues with it hurting or pulling the hairs. I’m so frustrated bc I want to shave but it’s extremely difficult when my hands are shaking and it hurts enough that I can’t finish.

I can normally trim it so I don’t have a full bush but I’d prefer for be cleanly shaven.

My boyfriend and soon to be fiancé says that he doesn’t care if I’m shaved or not but I just feel gross if I haven’t shaved around my butthole and vaginal opening (sorry tmi) because I have really dark hair and really light skin so it just looks... unkempt I guess. Plus he very much enjoys performing oral sex on me and will eat the booty occasionally. 😂

Does anyone have any tips to help with shaving???

I feel dumb because I’m almost 25 and it seems like I should have this down by now lol