so I did it today. after 7 months of feeling, tired, weak, heavy head, feeling low, struggling to enjoy my baby and getting stressed easily I finally went to the doctors today, had a good cry and was diagnosed with moderate depression. have been given anti depressants to help with my hormone imbalance which seems to be the reason why I've been all over the place. just wanted to share this in case anybody out there was afraid of admitting they may need help. it's easier than you think. it's easier to accept help than it is to sweep it under the carpet in the hope it will go away on its own. hope others that are struggling will seek the help and support they need x