I lost him/her......

Al

I’m devastated...I’m now on the bathroom floor by the toilet, with the intention to pee...and I saw blood. Not spotting. A pool of it. I know I’m only 16 but the pain is still real for me. The baby daddy didn’t want the baby and said he prayed for this to happen since I wouldn’t get an abortion...I’m so upset....I’m screaming: “why me?” Over and over again. I loved my cookie with all my heart...but now he/she’s gone....I still can’t believe it...I was only a couple of days away from the 12 week mark when the risk of loss would go down...I don’t have a picture because I couldn’t bring myself to take one....but if you’re seeing this, baby, I love you with all my heart, forever and always.

Update: a lot of you are saying to go to the E.R....and I did. They confirmed it last night. Thank you for the advice, ladies.