Am I an awful person?

So today is my husband and I’s first wedding anniversary. He got back from a 9 month deployment 2 months ago so I was super excited to see what he had planned. Now my husband isn’t a romantic guy..sometimes I question if he has a romantic bone in his body lol. So my family/friend has a house in the mountains that she let us stay at for the weekend (for free😁). We got here yesterday. All month he’s told me he didn’t have anything planned...but I honestly thought he was telling me that to distract from the fact that he did have something planned. And for his gift, I got him a new PC game & a sweatshirt from the school he’ll be attending next year. I gave him his first gift on Tuesday and his other hasn’t arrived but I told him it would be coming. I don’t think he had anything picked out for me or even thought about it until I told him about his gifts. Then he went online and ordered something...well he actually told me about something he was gonna get the next day but didn’t actually order it until a few days later. So it of course didn’t get here in time. But I feel like if he really cared then he would’ve made an effort to get something here on time. All month I’ve told him how important this anniversary was to me. So I’m just feeling super disappointed. I’m thankful he’s home to spend it with me and that we’re in the mountains..I just wish I would’ve gotten flowers or something planned..even if it didn’t cost anything. The effort is all I wanted.

Don’t give me any negative comments..I know it’s not all about the money or anything..he just knew how important this was to me.