im not having a good week at all. my emotions are all over the place and my partner doesnt understand why I'm like this and makes me feel like crap when I try to tell him I'm upset then he throws in more problems at me and tells me I'm being selfish and unfair leaving him. Having this Lil one was my last baby he hasn't got a Lil one and we decided to have this baby so he could experience that. now as I feel Lil wriggles moving about I feel a bit sad for him/her. I told my man I didn't want to be with someone that can't emotionally support me as my last partners abused me, I gave him tonnes of chances to come speak about it this past week but he went to his mum's to get drunk instead one night and was too busy to fix it the other nights. so now after crying my eyes out last night at my sisters laying in my neices bed. right now I could really use someone to reassure me because now I'm not really as excited as I was. the guilt is unreal I love my other three kids to bits they are my life but im struggling to stay composed