Porn and husbands

So my husband and I have been married a year.

He recently has had no sec drive like won’t have sex with me. Just rejects me.

But he watches porn

I’m seriously hurt by this I feel fat ugly and just downright hurt.

I’m by no means fat or ugly he says I’m beautiful and he loves me but then won’t make love to me?

I feel rejected to the max and what am I suppose to do anymore?

I’m hitting a point my anxiety is getting worse and I’m getting to the point I’m tired of feeling this way