not feeling it anymore :(

cassie 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦💖

lately it seems im wanting to feel like other girls are feeling, pretty.....i just don't feel it......im a mother of 2 a beautiful boy age 2 and a beautiful girl age 1, I have belly bloat from being pregnant basically 2 years, bags under my eyes, hair always in a messed up bun, I just can't seem to grab the motive to dress my hair anymore, or actually out a full face of make up on, I mean I wear foundation blush and mascara that's it, I actually bought a nice lipstick for the first time in my whole life and it was a lovely nude colour, I just feel like that I don't have a point to put make up on because it feels like it comes off within an hour, and when I applied my new bought lipstick i felt stupid for trying it and that it wouldn't suit me, I just don't feel pretty lately, my eczema is coming back under my eyes due to the weather, my partner says I'm pretty, I want to feel amazing, nice hair and full faced.....instead I get read faced, bitten lips and itchy eyes :( just not feeling it anymore I rarely take pics of myself now only of my kids and partner because I don't like how I look, large teeth, messed up hair, just feeling a complete mess