I have been depressed and suicidal since I was about 9. I haven't talked to very many people about it. I've told a few of my friends and my ex. I've been with my current bf for about 6 months now and I don't want to tell him that the times I seem lost in thought or upset is cause I'm over thinking my self worth or how useless I am. The last time I told someone I got into a relationship with used it against me saying if I really loved him I would be happy. I couldn't talk to him about it. Should I tell my current boyfriend that I'm depressed and suicidal?