So I've only ever had sex about 4-5 times with two people. Neither of them have ever made me feel pleasure. So I totally gave up on having sex. I have this friend of mine who keeps asking I want to be friends with benefits and I honestly don't know what to say. I'm really shy when it comes to things like this.  I mean I want to but what if I can't feel anything? What if I embarrass myself? What if he wants me to suck his dick?! I've never done that before 😫I'm also really self conscious about my body soooooo idk what to do!!