is it because of the way I gave birth or.. ?
I sort of can't believe that this tiny human was inside me for months. It's so overwhelming when I think about it. I think it also has to do with the fact that I gave birth to her with a c-section. My mind needed months to believe and accept that I indeed was pregnant. You go from that to being on the operation table and becoming a mom in less than 15 minutes. It was such a beautiful moment, but too big to really comprehend within such a short time. Do other c-section moms have the same thought or is it for every mom like this? or maybe just me because my birthplan changed in the end (I wanted a natural birth)?