So I starting seeing a guy and I had my guard up, I tried so hard to not jump into this , I've been single for over 4 years. I finally let someone into my life, he talked about long term goals, went to by contact solution just so he could

Spend the night and drive me to my job interview , he spent all that night helping me prepare, and helping me stay calm...

He was the sweetest than he got distant after a week i confronted him

This is what he said!

So this is what my bad ass self answered ,

But

Guys i really liked him, and most of the people ive kinda dated recently , all went back with their exes that are tall skinny and blonde , or are dating tall skinny blonde

Chicks.

I know i can be stand off ish sometimes, but i tried so hard not to be ! I know im scary: i've done a bachelors in 2 years and a half , i spend my summers doi g archaeology, i got to the gym twice a dayn but i feel so insecure and broken right now like im never

Going to be enough