Umbilical cord goodbyes 😭😭

Annie • September 24, 2017 I gave birth to the love of my life ❤

So basically about 2 and half weeks ago my daughter and my first born lost her umbilical cord and I wanted to keep it as a keepsakes. I got my SOs sandwich baggies and wrapped it up at least a 12 times.. and I made the mistake of putting in back in his drawer. Today I just so happen to go into the drawer and get the umbilical cord and it was GONE. Not only the cord but all the baggies to. I asked my SO about the cord thinking maybe he had already put it up.. but no. 😭😭 He looked all shocked as he told me he's been using the bags everyday because he didn't want to open the new box of baggies and forgot all about it being her umbilical cord!! He says he didn't even see it and he probably ate it. 😭😭😭 I can't help but cry and cry and cry it means so much to me.. it was more than just a crusty old scab, it was everything to me and daughter for 9 months it allowed me to nourish her and it was the one thing that her and I and now its gone its gone and I'll never get it back. He keeps saying he's sorry but I just don't want to hear it! This hurts me so bad!! My heart is torn to pieces. How can I get over this? 😭😭😭😭