I’m tired. I’m tired of staring at a blank test with my flashlight and seeing a line that isn’t there. I’m tired of seeing everyone’s BFP on the same dpo as me and I just have that ugly BFN. I’m tired of feeling symptoms when there’s nothing there. Im tired of editing photos like it will make a difference. I’m tired of af showing her ugly face. I’m tired of my husband saying “next month baby” because every month it’s just the same heartbreak over and over. I’m tired of trying.