Falling apart


Just went in for an ultrasound. I should be 6 weeks tomorrow. Had some bleeding for a week and they checked my levels they went up but didn't double. So the ultrasound which was a vaginal one they didn't see anything. And are sending me to check my levels again cause they think I lost the baby. So here I sit in the parking lot trying to pull it together enough to go in and get my blood drawn so I can go home and tell my dad who is so very excited and my bf who couldn't come with today that I lost the baby. I can't take this it's so hard.