I need support

So here’s a little back story I have 4 kids all under 5. I’m a stay at home mom been married 5 yrs. husband works I stay home that’s how he wants it. Anyways. A couple of weeks ago me and my so were getting down and dirty mind you we always use condoms even tho we barely have sex so he decides we’ll we don’t need one and I said ok but do not cum he knows I don’t want more kids so he didn’t pull out and laughed and said we have money for one more anyway yeah I was pissed and committed myself to celibacy. Yes that’s right until he can respect my decisions he doesn’t get anything. Welp now I’m two days late for af and this.....

It’s not grey it’s very pink in person and I am livid like the one time one Time is all it took and I’m crying like I get it that’s life but for once he could’ve just pulled tf out. I’m in the middle of my weight loss journey too.