I just don’t even know how to feel like I want to cry. One of my best friends sisters just found out she was pregnant today. She is against having kids, had a miscarriage about a month or two ago and was happy about it because she didnt want to be a mother, had to turn her car in because she couldn’t afford it, and gets most of her check garnished.... here I am, among with many others, just trying to have a kid but yet people that are totally opposite get too..... I understand we have to be patient and it’s part of life but my goodness this isn’t fair... when my best fiend told me I just had to walk away before she seen the tears...