Am I weird?

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When I was younger I was raped. Now that I'm 20 I'm EXTREMELY kinky.. and my SO has a hard time being rough with me given my past experience. But I really enjoy being fucked so hard that it hurts. The ties. The marks they leave. Hands on my throat. Being thrown around.. Now I'm horny I gotta stop.😂 Is anyone this way that's had the same experience? Do I need help? Lol. SOS.😩😩

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I'm the same way. For me it's almost a weird way of taking away the power from my attacker, by willingly submitting myself to my husband. It's like reclaiming something that was stolen from me, by gifting it to someone I love and trust.
I absolutely love it when he spanks me, and chokes me, and rips my clothes off. There is nothing sexier than when he pins me down, pulls my hair, and fucks me like a dirty little whore.

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You are completely normal. I have the exact same wishes with the same past

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It’s normal. My ex would force me to sleep with him twice a day. I would beg for him to stop and cry. I’m in my first sexual relationship since and now I’m really into being a sub and having him hurt me.

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Same x1000. I was raped (by my ex fiancé no less), and while I’ve always been explorative, it’s only increased since I started dating my current bf. I’ve always been into the rough and nasty kink sex, and he likes that he can explore things openly with me. The best part is just being together though. Vanilla sex can still be good I mean hell vanilla ice cream is delicious 😂

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I am the exact same way I thought I was crazy

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Maybe you should try talking with your significant other. 
Try explaining to him that for you, doing this is a kind of way for you to take back your power from the person who hurt you. That by doing this for you, he is helping you heal and replace the memory of the trauma with a memory of someone you love and trust, doing something that really turns you on. 
If he feels like what he is doing is helping you, be may be able to get past his hesitation and fear of hurting you.

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