So I really don't have any friends even the ones I do are much older than I am. And well it sucks badly. It's really getting to me that I don't have friends. I talk to only a small amount of people everyday. Mostly my boyfriend is the one I talk to otherwise it's really only one other person. I don't get along well with girls. But hearing how much fun my boyfriend had with his friends last night really hurt me. I'm happy for him cause he needed it cause he's been stressed lately but I don't know how that feels last summer I sat in my room the entire time. I just don't know what to do at this point I've cried the past week every night for hours. My depression is really starting to kick my butt. Hard.