Frustrated and missing my hubby 😭

I am so unbelievably irritated with my life right now. My husband is in the army and has been deployed since the first week of January. They just keep pushing his return date back even further. It was suppose to be before thanksgiving but that is now out the window. Our son is now 16 months old and is definitely a handful. He was 7 months old when my husband left, so I’ve basically done everything on my own. He could barely sit up when he left. He’s missed his first time crawling, steps, running, talking. We video chat but it’s not the same. I miss my husband so much. I miss him holding me, I miss him kissing us goodnight, and I even miss cleaning up his messes 🤔 I am a full time college student and I work from home. I literally never get any “relaxing” time to myself (although I consider locking myself in the bathroom to actually poop alone being relaxing 😂). Anyways, hopefully he will be home by christmas, but knowing the army it likely won’t happen 😒😒