I really need some advice i cant find a way to cope. Ive always known my boyfriend watched porn but he didnt do it all the time. We'd even watch it together sometimes before i got pregnant just to make sex a little more fun, you know something different. Im currently 7 1/2 months pregnant and my boyfriend and i havent been having much sex since i was like 5 months pregnant. Id say we have sex maybe once every two weeks when we use to have sex all the time. As soon as things started to change i tried different things to try and get him to sleep with me but he'd always say no hes tired or just play his video games. So finally i felt like something was going on. I looked through his phone and saw in his history that he is always watching porn in the morning in the afternoon and before bed. This really hurt me. The things he would look would say sexy hispanic women or sexy girls with big asses this immediately made me feel like im not good enough. I talked to him about how it made me feel and he felt bad and said i am good enough and that im the most beautiful women to him and said he wouldnt look at it anymore. It made me feel good to hear that but then after a week nothing really changed he still didnt want to have sex with me or do anything with me so i looked again. Looking again i saw he didnt stop or even ease up on it it was the same shit. This made me feel so upset. It makes me feel like im not good enough, im doing something wrong, hes not attracted to me amd that he'd rather look at other womens bodies than mine . With it making me feel insecure i even have to started to feel insecure about our relationship. I spoke to him again and this time he got upset and said i thought we wer past going through eachothers phones. This made me feel all the worse. Like he doesnt care about my feelings and how its really affecting me i mean i dont even want him to kiss me it hurts that bad. Its almost like hes cheating to me. I dont know what to do i feel so sad and hurt and tend to cry a lot now. Please help.. & no bullshit about get over it they watch porn because not all guys do. Im really hurting and i just need some advice please.