i need a little reassurance

I just need some support I think.

this weeks been a little crazy and I've been having these pains in my left buttock that I'm pretty sure is a sciatic nerve. so I've been down and tired. but last night I got a bad pain in my right side it hurt a ton when I moved in one direction. but when I stretched to the left it felt better. I took two Tylenol and this morning that side pain is gone! I felt baby move right before falling asleep.

but I woke up so down today, so tired, didn't want to work, I want to be home in bed. I've already cried twice. I know it's crazy I drank some juice to see if I could get baby to kick but nothing. (even though I feel him more at night.)

is it just hormones and paranoia? I always look to the worst and freak out.