Our minds are a powerful thing. I want to have a baby really bad. I miscarriaged on January 3rd 2015 had two cycles one was after a i miscarriaged and the second came just a couple days early and then my third cycle came early like 2 weeks early. Usually mine come every month give or take a little bit. But my last period was April 5th, so I know it didn't come early again and in two days is May 5th.

I haven't had any signs of my period usually I get pimples and eat and hibernate.(idk why) and usually have a feeling okay my period is coming.

I've been ttc and thinking about it so much makes me feel like I could be? Sometimes I think so hard I like I have "pregnancy symptoms" but its all in my mind. And this time around I can't even tell.

I never have pregnancy symptoms or nausea until im 3-4months into my pregnancy.

Maybe I should wait for my actual day of my period and a couple days after to see.

Or could it still be off because of my miscarriaged in January? And its trying to get back on track?

Checked my CM its watery and sometimes a little creamy but I have alligator arms and tree stubs for fingers so its hard to tell.

But anyone have advice? Or should my silly self just take a test?

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