What should I do with him?..😔

Hey ladies, 👋🏻

Just want to start off by saying I’m 26wks 5dys along and lately the father of my two children and my unborn baby has been nothing but a negative energy in my life. I try hard to stay humble and calm around him or if I am communicating with him through text. Honestly we barely see each other anymore , only to pick up and drop off my two other children.

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However, all he does is make me feel low of myself.. he starts fights with me for every little thing. I sometimes don’t know how else to deal with it, I’ve been so emotional and stressed out because of how he’s been treating me as a person and mother. 😣 I just stay away. I wish he could just stop being so mean to me idk why he’s been the way that he has been?.. all I know is he has been seeing another women but I’m not stressing over that because were no longer together and I get that it’s over but why does he keep trying to find ways to hurt me?

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Would it be wrong to feel so emotionally drained to not want him around during the birth of our daughter ? Like what should I do? I tried talking to him last night about how I feel and how I just want us to be ok but he laughs about it?.. 😓 I feel so stupid for trying to communicate with someone who doesn’t get it.... would it be wrong to feel the way I do about not having him there for labor if this continues any longer?

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