My husband has pushed me a few times

We’d get in intense argument and he’d end up shoving me. A few times were on the bed. Once in the bathroom where he got me by the neck and pushed me away. And most recently pushed me while we were in our walk in closet to where I fell back on my plastic drawer.

He’s such a good guy though. After this most recent time, he wanted me in his arms immediately telling me he scares himself when he does that. I let it go, but it’s always in the back of my head. I don’t know why he puts his hands on me when he says that he loves me. It kills me & makes me feel so little.