Needed to vent.

I’ve been struggling with my weight since middle school. I was always that girl that was told to eat a burger and all that other bs people say that they think is funny but it’s really offensive 🙃 anyway. I’ve battled eating disorders and anorexia for a long time. I was, and still am (not as bad), the girl that thinks she’s fat. I’ve been gaining weight for a year or so trying to get to a healthy weight. I’ve cried and screamed at myself for letting myself do this because I feel so uncomfortable being the weight that I am but I just want to be healthy. The more the days go on the less uncomfortable I feel and I must say I am pretty proud of myself. I have been feeling good lately and I had a friend of mine tell me I was getting fat the other day and I must say for the first time, I didn’t agree with him and it felt really good to be able to say “wtf are you talking about? I’m not “fat” at all so you can go f**k yourself.” It’s exhausting hating yourself guys. Life is too short. Eat that extra piece of cake and love your body, it’s the only place you have to live forever. 🖤 just needed to rant, thanks for listening (green dress pic is from last week)