hubby's weight gain..

Horrible person post. I won't even say wife because I just feel awe full all around for feeling this way.

So since the beginning of my relationship with my husband (over 3years) I have gained a total of 120lbs which was merely a side effect of this reoccurring (but now fixed) condition called pregnancy(lol). I have always managed to lose the weight or within reach of my prepregnancy 135. But my husband has done nothing but gain weight. He is currently +50lbs overweight for his age and height. I love everything about him, but I am just not attracted to that.

After my second pregnancy we both did a teatox together, actually he was drinking it longer than I did. I managed to lose 30lbs in 2months by drinking this tea, portion control and drinking more water..no exercising and if any it was super minimal.. I'm talking.. Walking around the grocery store. He lost a whopping 3lbs,.. Drinking the tea.. More water.. Lots of walking and he ate the bare minimum he could (mostly because he's a chef and doesn't get breaks)

I don't have the heart to tell him how I feel even though I know he deserves to know. He's been on a diet for two months now and hasn't lost any weight. I'm fairly certain he's given up on it.. He doesn't have the ambition to do anything about it. I am joining a gym with my sister next month to get back to what is normal for me, I told hubby he is more than welcome to use my membership to go as well and all he says is he'll have no time to go because he works super late and all he wants to do is eat and sleep when he gets home, and waking up early is a big nono because he is not a morning person.

I feel superficial for feeling this way.. He used to be slim (not fit by any means. But he didn't have a big gut like he does now)... He has no ambition to do anything to aid weightloss yet constantly complains nothing he does works (.. Because he's not doing anything?) 😒