Recently struggling with postpartum depression. I gave my first born daughter to my maternal aunt and uncle. It was the worst, hardest and tough decision I’ve ever had to make in my 25 years of life. Granted, she cane unexpected but the whole 9 months I was pregnant with her I felt so happy. I felt stress free. When I first saw her after she was born, I cried in tears of happiness. I couldn’t believe I made this little person for 9 months, so beautiful and precious. I miss her so much and I know that Aria

is the first born baby for my aunt and uncle. Seeing my aunt and uncle smile and my aunt tearing for joy in excitement made me happy that Aria would be well taken cared of. I love and miss my daughter every moment, every second of my life. I just don’t know what to do as far as these emotions.