Still waiting to feel a connection

AJ

I'm 11.5 weeks and I already feel like a terrible mom. I can't stop eating sweets and it's hard to eat healthy every meal, but the worst part is I just don't feel 'it' yet.... I don't feel this crazy amazing bond with my baby, no overflowing sense of love, no 'holy shit I'm pregnant' moment... I care about my baby and don't want anything bad to happen to it, but it still doesn't feel "real." I thought all moms were supposed to feel this connection early on? Will it ever happen? Has this happened to anyone else? Feeling like a bad mom :-/