I can't do this.

I have Gestational Diabetes and my son is measuring a little (a lot?) big.

I have a final ultrasound Tuesday and if he's estimated over 9 pounds I'm going to be having a c-section.

And I just can't do it. I'm literally having panic attacks thinking about it.

Please ladies. I need advice to get him out soon. And as much as I want to agree that "he will come when he's ready" I really don't want to hear that.

Because he's coming one way or another and I'd rather it not be via c-section.

We did discuss induction, but if on Tuesday they say he's over 9 they "don't want to risk it"