I am so happy and proud of you all that have conceived after months or even years of trying. But I'm just going to give up. I keep hearing what my doctor told me, “Teressa, with your weight you could have sex with as many men as you want and never worry about being pregnant. I'm not saying do it because of the std's out there but you are your own birth control.”

All I could do was smile, he will never know how much he killed me on the inside. I've had so many hopes of having a daughter heck or even another soon at this point but now it's all just a dream.

years on top of years of negative tests; I've taken my last pregnancy test with hopes of a positive last month..

I quit