Mother's Day for a Childless Mother

Allison • 21 years old, mommy to an angel born into heaven February 28, 2015.
This will be my first mother's day. I lost my child on February 28th, 2015. Is it wrong that I am dreading mother's day? So many mothers are going to get to hug the necks of their babies while mine is in heaven. It was my first child so now I'm left here to endure my first mothers day with no child. I try not to be bitter but even after two months the pain is still so fresh.