hey ladies!

well, here it goes.

my ex & i were in a terrible break up that took place in June when i found out he was taking drugs behind my back. 😔

i threw him out within seconds of finding out.

during that time i found out i was pregnant, but never told him, further down the line he found out & strangely all of a sudden wanted sex, in every conversation it was sex this, sex that, i want you, i want your toto & culo "spanish nickname for vagina & ass) it was constant !

I had an accident (i fell in the bathtub) and ended up damaging my rib cage (baby was okay, thank god) i reached out & asked him for help & he came to my house & did the 2 things hard for me to do, 1. Change my kittens litter & 2. Bathe him, since bending was not going to work, i could barely drive & it was very hard as i have 2 sons (not his children).

he came and complained and bitched & yelled & he was awful, two days in a row...i decided i'd rather suffer then to have him come back & "help".

He had messaged me some time after that & told me he wanted to talk about the baby, reluctantly i agreed 🙄.

He came over & we were talking then bam! Outta no where hes trying to have sex with me, i said no so much times, it felt like forever...i was really really disgusted. we never had sex cause he eventually came off of me & left.

since then he messaged me begging me not to go to the police & he'll leave me alone.

again, he said he'd leave me alone, he didn't.

& when ignored his attempts (i.e calls & texts) he threatened me saying he'll go to the police & say i stabbed him with a knife & all sorts stories!

if i kept ignoring his calls and messages...

until one day a police officer called me saying there will be a warrant out for my arrest if i don't come in and answer a few questions.

Turns out he left his car plates at my house & wanted them back & apparently i never wanted to give them back...why i would keep them i have no idea!

The officer assured me no charges will be laid if i hand him back his plates in front of them i told em' to come get em' in that time i searched my whole place looking for anything that belonged to him! Down to the lint off his clothes i wanted out!

I handed the plates & the extras over & that was what i thought was done.

next thing you know im getting a message from a random number saying if i keep ignoring him he'll do worst.

like iunno what to do, if i go to the police they're going to charge him for sexual assault & he might retaliate against me cause he has clearly said it to me that he would.

i'd feel more comfortable moving first before reporting it, because after i report it, it'll be out my hands & i want to at least feel secure & no bail paper that says "no contact" will help if he shows up or sends family or friends.

im still very shaken up about everything, i just don't know what to do...😞