I just want to be able to look in the mirror and see someone beautiful. I want to be able to get up in the morning like there is a point. I want to feel like I’m here for a reason, and not just because I have no choice. I don’t want to have to constantly be thinking about how unrealistic being loved is. I want to feel like I’m heading in the right direction. I wish happiness wasn’t temporary. I just wish I wasn’t here.