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Neurotic mess :p

Jenn • Fri, Jun 20

I was on the depo for 4 yrs. My last shot was due on May 6th. A few weeks prior to that my DP suggested I not get the next shot and we ttc my first child, since we're 40 and this might be my last chance to have a baby.

I haven't had a period at all in 4 yrs. I figured in the earliest the depo could wear off and we did a practice run. I know silly. But now...

We BD just once on the 10th. I had light pink spotting the morning of the 13th and a little brown streak the morning of the 15th.

Since the 13th I have been exhausted and queasy every day plus my boobs have that very distinctive pregnancy fullness, heaviness, itching, busting out if my new bra and standing up on their own when I take my bra off. Which I'm telling you is extremely abnormal for a 40 year old DD lol

I'm totally nuts and have taken 3 tests so far (15th, 18th and this morning) of course BFN. I know it's way too early. But right now I'm feeling about as patient as a spastic monkey :p

Is anyone else this freaking neurotic?

Yeah I'm probably going to pee on a stick every morning for the next week lol