My wife and I are trying to have a baby again (first was a miscarriage) and once again I am getting terrified. I have PTSD and am afraid of something happening. I have freaked out in my sleep before and almost attacked my wife. I have my best friend Bradley whom is my service dog and he helps me. But at the same time I just can’t get it out of the back of my mind. It’s terrifying to think about. I haven’t talked to Verin about it and personally I don’t want to. She’s completely accepting of it and has helped me with it more than the Army has. Hell she probably knows more about PTSD than the Dr.s do. But I just can’t tell her about this fear.