So I quite literally just found out I'm pregnant. I really don't know how to feel about it. I really can not believe it. Today my daughter is 11 months old and now I'm pregnant again! We were not expecting to have a mother baby this soon. I know alot can happen in the next few weeks, my baby girl is my rainbow baby so I also have that weighing on my mind. what if I loose this one...can I handle that again. Can we handle having two babies under two this time next year. How are we going to be able to afford this. There are so many emotions going on in my head I can't process it all