Someone please remind me

Kristi • Preemie mom x2. Intrahepatic Cholestasis of Pregnancy x2.

...That I am grateful for this baby, and that in the end all this misery is worth it.

I have traded awful morning sickness (throwing up everything I ate or drank) and constipation (probably for not being able to keep liquids down) to now having heartburn all the time no matter what or if I eat. The heartburn is so bad and so constant that I then get nauseated and throw up straight stomach acid.

I am grateful for this baby, I am blessed to have this pregnancy. I would much rather deal with this than another loss, or the liver issues I had with my daughter. In the end this will all be worth it, however right here in the now, it sucks.