Disappointed :(

My husband left for a business trip and we have 3 days together until the end of June. I text him a couple of times tonight and never got an answer then he finally called and when I asked if he went to a strip club he said no and said he and his co worker talked about it but didn't go and that he's co worker was just as afraid of his wife as he was of me. Then he said he lied and they did go but he didn't do anything but drink water. It hurt my feelings pretty bad. #1 he lied at first #2 I'm back home cleaning, and taking care of things Alone with no friends or family within a 1,000 mile radius and missing him like crazy and it makes me feel unappreciated that he's just looking at naked women all well he has a wife missing him and #3 I was so excited to tell him happy 5 years together.

I usually wouldn't care if he went to one but not while I'm missing him on our 5 year anniversary. I don't know if I'm being crazy or if I have a valid excuse to be sad and disappointed. He feels bad about it but I'm still upset.