Scared of having a girl...

Before I say anything I want to say regardless of what I find out im having I'll feel blessed! A healthy baby is the ultimate goal❤ I just cant help but feel ill be dissapointed if im having a girl.. I've always been a bit of a tomboy and i feel like the girly phase would be painful for me.. plus all the pink.. no thanks. I'm not trying to come off as ignorant I just have always felt more comfortable around the opposite gender. Plus I've seen alot of relatives with young girls and they throw a ton of fits/scream in comparison to the young boys.. i know it comes down to how they're raised but does anyone have any advice/experiences to help me feel better? I just feel guilty not wanting a girl when it very well might be what i end up having!