Trust issues

My ex cheated on me, legit 10+ times. Not even an exaggeration. A few were kisses and the rest were nudes. He didn’t sleep with any. But the hurt is still there.

Anyway, I’m talking to this new guy. And we aren’t anything, we just have interest in eachother. But I keep feeling like if the interest goes further, what if he isn’t loyal?

I just feel like every guy is going to treat me like shit now