I have PCOS and today is a down day for me... i am not currently ttc but my partner and I are taking very few measures to prevent pregnancy. I feel like every time I get to about halfway through my cycle (about when I’m supposed to be ovulating) I get really sad and the idea of having a baby or conceiving is on the forefront of my mind. I want a baby so badly and the fear of not being able to eats me alive. I wish we could actually start trying so I would know if we will need medical intervention or not. All this wondering and worrying is driving me insane.