I'm new but I want to share with everyone how I'm doing. My fiancee and I have known each other since elementary school. We got together almost 2 years ago. Over the past year and a half we have had 5 miscarriages. We have been talking about wanting to try to have another but we are both afraid to try again because we don't want to lose another one. We have been talking about adopting but we both really want to try to have one of our own.