Update: 1/16/18

* I did lose the other baby so, I am carrying only one baby, but thankfully everything looks fine and we finally know what we’re having, It’s a Boy!!! We’re so happy and thankful that he is doing great, he’s still tiny 1 lb and 1 oz. He even gave us a thumbs up! Here’s some pics. Thank you everyone!

I was so worried today about what the doctor would tell me and my instincts were right. She only found one heartbeat, one baby. 😞 She was not able to tell me when the other baby stopped growing, she said they are called disappearing twin and sometimes they get absorbed by the body, whose body though mine or the other baby’s? I had never had a loss before so I don’t know how to take this, of course I am sad, I would have loved to have had both my babies. 😢 4 weeks ago I had two babies, two heartbeats. But I know I should be thankful for my remaining baby, the doctor said the baby looks fine and healthy. I’ll keep praying for my baby’s health and hopefully soon I’ll have him/her here with me. ❤️ 😇🙏🏻